Schizophrenia

Experiences of Schizophrenia of a Mensa Member

16th June to 17th June 2017

16/07/17 – Written 17/07/17 ~3.19am

 

Today I realised I’m not truly ill.

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17/06/17 – Written 17/06/17 ~3.21am

 

Today I realised World War 3 is upon us, any day soon.

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[Written 17/06/17]

Notable Indian American entertainers excluding sportspeople:

  • Kal Penn
  • Dev Patel
  • Raj Patel
  • Priyanka Chopra
  • Tom from Parks and Recreation
  • Nav
  • Zayn Malik
  • Girl from The Office

 


[Written 17/06/18]

[[ Author note – this is when it starts to get haywire – just copying down what I wrote as is, as Race is a big theme in my delusions due to my own minority race – and having copied this down, this is not how I feel normally; I am egalitarian, and these were influenced by my paranoia of North Korea and Communism.

Also, there is a lot I feel would have to be explained – but it goes down to the delusions of paranoia of my illness]]

The order of world power at the moment as it is:

  1. White
  2. Asian
  3. Black
  4. Islanders
  5. Curries
  6. Hispanics
  7. Arabs

 

The order of world power in terms of white privilege:

  1. White
  2. Asian
  3. Hispanics
  4. Arabs
  5. Islanders
  6. Curries
  7. Black

 

The order of world power in terms of black privilege:

  1. Black
  2. Curries
  3. Islanders
  4. Arabs
  5. Hispanics
  6. Asian
  7. White

 

Averages White Privilege:

  1. White – 1
  2. Asian – 2
  3. Hispanics and Islanders – 4.5
  4. Hispanics and Islanders – 4.5
  5. Black – 5
  6. Arabs and Curries – 5.5
  7. Arabs and Curries – 5.5

 

Average Total:

  1. White – 3
  2. Asian – 3.33
  3. Black – 3.67
  4. Islander – 4
  5. Curries – 4.33
  6. Hispanics – 4.67
  7. Arabs – 5

 

Average Black Privilege:

  1. Black – 2
  2. Curries and Islanders – 3.5
  3. Curries and Islanders – 3.5
  4. Asian and White – 4
  5. Asian and White – 4
  6. Arabs and Hispanics – 5.5
  7. Arabs and Hispanics – 5.5

 

The order of how I feel towards each race:

  1. Curries
  2. Hispanics
  3. Black
  4. Islanders
  5. White
  6. Arabs
  7. Asian

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